| Saturday, November 25, 2006
What can I say other than TIRED TIRED TIRED...
Oh man...squash has been killing me sia..
5 days of squash this week already..
next wednesday playing with MJC and SRJC..yay...I shall rest very very well...must perform well that day..
Sigh..I wonder how are you...
I have been trying hard..very hard..
The thought of you just make me weak..
so weak that my tears start pouring..
i miss you
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dance; the last dance. 5:34 AM
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| Monday, November 20, 2006
I am sorry...really...it wasn't what I want....I swear...
And you should know I am not that kinda person...
Suddenly I just don't know how to face you anymore..
I feel angry...at the same time sad...
angry that why this happen...
sad that you gave me a cold shoulder..
All I can say is, ever since I thought through and made this decision, I am serious about it...
AND I DON TREAT IT AS A BET..
cause I made enough mistakes..
feeling down..
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dance; the last dance. 6:40 AM
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| Saturday, November 18, 2006
Sigh..muscleache..
squash squash squash..
everyday squash...
not tired also become tired..
hahax...bo liao me..
Yesterday went for squash at 9am...
While Sim and me were playing match,
I hit one ball which hit the fan..
and....the fan cover drop..and the metal plate came off..hahax!
how powerful am I..lolx
After squash, went out with Randall and Jon to shop..
They shop for Prom stuff..
manx..I feel damn jealous la...1 more year to it...
however..if It's Prom now, means my day to army is so near..haiz.
We shop shop shop....saw SO MANY THINGS I want to buy la..
Lets see, a white informal blazer-$119 , a long sleeve shirt-$70 plus?....
Then went to Old Kallang Airport to eat...wow..the sugar cane drink there is...WOW...
took a hell time to finish it..hahax
At night, went online, talk to her...realise some stuff happen to her....manage to calm her down though...
you mustn't blame yourself cox of that k? It's not your fault.
Now, for today, Saturday..
woke up kinda late..hahax..too tired la..
then I went to watch tv, went online to watch princess hours..
however, got nag by my mom...cant watch finish...roar!!
Anyway, talk to her on MSN again...well..told her something...and I get an answer which hurt myself again...=(
Then, went back to sleep...the weather was damn hot..I couldn't bring myself to do any homework..arrgh..stupid weather..
Now, rotting in front of the computer..you came online, but left so fast...didn't manage to talk to you....haiz..maybe I should just turn myself away again..
Maybe I should learn from *you*, treat everything as nothing has happened...haiz..
the sound of shattering.......is pain..
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dance; the last dance. 6:05 AM
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| Thursday, November 16, 2006
Did I do the right thing?...
hiding it for so long..
telling you all of a sudden..
now everything seems so awkward again..
maybe it's my fault..
shouldn't have told you...
should have kept it to myself..
Anyway, thanks for the answer..
maybe the past has give you a bad experience..
but we were too foolish then.
now...everything will be different..
What more should I say....
maybe I should just go and drown myself with liquor again..
I hate myself for making that choice...begging for your forgiveness
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dance; the last dance. 5:41 AM
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| Thursday, November 09, 2006
okay, this picture here abit....gross if you look This picture consists of jars with dolls and
close enough.. oxygen tanks in it.
This is my favourite!! This photo is taken from eye level.
Look carefully, there's a seal.
Hmmm, yesterday went to Singapore Biennale. These are 4 of them which I like...I actually took 70 plus of them..hahax..some took illegally..hehex.. Well, we went to city hall for 2 hours, some art pieces are really cool..some are spooky, especially the way they match the space in the courtrooms with the art pieces. Hmm, next went to Tanglin Camp.. waa..long journey!!..stayed there for 3 hours..TIRING..the art pieces there are..okay?...I like the one with the seal..so cool..
Then the last stop we went to National Museum. The air-con there is splendid!..=x..hahax,,,then saw emmeline ans her BF there..lolx..didn't expect her to view the art pieces. Oh wells, went home at 5 plus..was totally exhausted..slept till 7 plus..woke up to watch goong!!..=x.
Manx, last night didn't sleep well!! Kept visualizing how I was goona present my OP today.
AND SPEAKING OF OP!!..I announce that Project is FINALLY OVER..OUT OF MY LIFE..phew..Feel so glad..hahax..
Okay, lets talk about OP, My group was the first to present..our accessors were 2 maths teacher..looks scary..hahax..
Well, at first I was SO scared!!..I kept telling myself this is the last time I am presenting..Do it well..hahax...I kept telling myself that till I present finish..Hmm..the whole class said I was damn loud..3 times louder than my group members..weird...so loud meh?...In the morning when I meet them for practice, I was talking like...a sick person?..well, Thank God for the amazing voice though..hehx..
However!!!..I screwed up my Q&A!!..." What's the diff between 3G and 4G!!"...What the hell!!!..How I know!!!..Then I was stunt!!!..Then the teacher said " in terms of features?"..
I was like..DUH!!!...WHAT ELSE....hahax..okay, abit bad..but I was blank..hahax.
Then I crap...and sheesh...I didn't crap well..Shouldn't have answer so fast..Should have think through it before I answer...then could have compare point by point..hahax..
Then Fui San got a question from the list of question we spotted..but she can't find it then..so..ya..wasted..
Well, I think the worst question was Eveline?..the accessor just say, " Drivers using mobile phones, woulldn't that be dangerous??" ..waa...The whole class got shocked!! hahax..
Ok, this part shall be dedicated to my group members. Elizabeth, Eveline, Fui San and Marriane, Good Job girls..after months of hardwork...we have finally put an end to this Project. I must have I am gonna miss the times we meet up and discuss, and sometimes laugh like mad..hahax..thanks girls, the project won't be a success without you all. I hope this project not only allow us to work together but also to know each other more..ya?.
To duck: Although during the process of Project something happen...but..I guess we were still able to manage this project well eh?...esp you ba..hahax..thanks for doing the website..it must have been hard on you.
To Eveline: Hmmx..I must say you are really good at IT eh?..hahax..Anyway, thanks for telling us your view whenever you see something not right..well..although it's abit straightforward, but I still appreciate it alot..yupe..=D
To Fui San: Hey smart girl..hahax..always so cheerful during meetings, never once tired or what..hahax..Good Job!!..never fail to give us new ideas and motivate us to move on..hahax. and stop bullying me la..=x.
To Marriane: You seem to be the mother of the group..hahax. Thanks for comforting me at times..I appreciate it..Hmmx, now you no needa bring Laptop to school already..relieve?..hahax..
To myself:...well..nothing much to say..maybe you all can give me comments?.
Hmmx..I guess none of them would be reading it ba..nvm..hahax..
Thanks again...
Okay, now, for myself..well, it's time for me to start studying and to practice my Squash for December tournament..hahax..Actually Pig ar..if 4 of us went to the beach last night, I would have said everything..cause I was too tired to put up a brave front..hahax..but it's over..hahax.
Okay, think I should stop here..
Take Care TP022!! And ROCK ON!!!
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dance; the last dance. 4:56 AM
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| Tuesday, November 07, 2006
wei...please..i'm tired...tired of everything..
Give me a break, okay?
I needa sort out myself first..
All I can say is..Kenneth said: "Tetrahedral has 4 sides"
So, it involves 4 persons...yupe...
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dance; the last dance. 6:00 AM
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| Monday, November 06, 2006
A holiday which doesn't seem to be one.
Tired, I am.
Wonder what's going on.
Wish to share it with you.
But seems to me it matters no longer.
Separated due to a break.
Thought everything's going to be back to old times.
But, it was just a dream.
Don't dare to disturb you.
However that doesn't mean no more.
You should know better than I do.
Memories haunt me like never before.
All I wish, is to be back.
Back to someone whom I can recognised.
I wonder...
Thanks.
No one was there accept you.
I wish I could.
But I just couldn't bring myself to.
Dilemma..
Dilemma..
Dilemma..
A person spilt into three.
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dance; the last dance. 5:15 AM
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